This tidbit really struck me today. I have read this essay before and this is the essay that was the final nail in the coffin of my disbelief but today, I was amazed by this.
Did Jesus Christ Really Live? (ca. 1922) by Marshall J. Gauvin
http://www.infidels.org/library/historical/marshall_gauvin/did_jesus_really_live.html
The full article can be found at the link above.
On the theory that Christ was crucified, how shall we explain the fact that during the first eight centuries of the evolution of Christianity, Christian art represented a lamb, and not a man, as suffering on the cross for the salvation of the world? Neither the paintings in the Catacombs nor the sculptures on Christian tombs pictured a human figure on the cross. Everywhere a lamb was shown as the Christian symbol--a lamb carrying a cross, a lamb at the foot of a cross, a lamb on a cross. Some figures showed the lamb with a human head, shoulders and arms, holding a cross in his hands--the lamb of God in process of assuming the human form--the crucifixion myth becoming realistic. At the close of the eighth century, Pope Hadrian I, confirming the decree of the sixth Synod of Constantinople, commanded that thereafter the figure of a man should take the place of a lamb on the cross. It took Christianity eight hundred years to develop the symbol of its suffering Savior. For eight hundred years, the Christ on the cross was a lamb. But if Christ was actually crucified, why was his place on the cross so long usurped by a lamb? In the light of history and reason, and in view of a lamb on the cross, why should we believe in the Crucifixion?
We once again see the evolution of the Christ story. For the first 800 years of Christianity, Christ was not depicted on the cross. A lamb was depicted. A very human decree by a Pope changed history and the views on Christ. With the stroke of a pen the Christ story took on whole dimensions of new meaning.
Now we could talk of the torture of Jesus before he died. His fully human, fully God status. His vile treatment at the hands of the Jews. [As if God wasn't fully responsible. How Christians have loved to hate the Jews for killing Jesus, who was also a Jew, in these tales from the pages of the Bible.] No longer was a lamb sacrificed to the Heavenly Father. Now it was His own Son, His own flesh and blood, reviled, tortured, whipped and brutally hung on a cross. The drama of the story is complete. An amazing tale of a demi-god.
Think about how crazy this story is. That God sacrificed Himself to save all of us from Himself, when He could have just issued a decree saying: There, there my children, if you see what you have done wrong and truly repent and try very hard to do better in the future, then I forgive you." The whole story of Jesus is cobbled together by one power monger after another that want very much to have a say in what each of us believes about God. For his own benefit.